HAPPINESS IS FINALLY HERE [Not]

Farewell

2010-02-04T20:24:00.003+08:00

Hello Wardah(You're the only one who reads this blog anyway, hahaha)

I found out people visit my blog but they don't read my posts. I guess. That's what my sister did. So, I'm deciding whether I should keep this blog private only to myself. Wouldn't that be great?
Wardah, you no need to come to my blog anyway. Anyway, by the way, this will definitely be my last post ever in this stupid blog(no one reads it anyway, haha whats the use.). Wardah go do your art homework now. Bye.

Wait wait, should I just delete this blog all in all?
Hahahaha. Might as well. But I think I shouldn't. It was a place where moments of my life were recorded.

Bye myself.

Murderer

2010-02-03T20:18:00.003+08:00

There was a small cute ant, that was 'running' around on the computer screen And then, it was irritating, so some person's short fingers with long nails tried to, flick it off you know, harmless flick, which, wasn't ~~really~~ successful, at all. From a harmless flick to a painful smash. And then the ant was smashed. Oh poor ant. The body parts!

I'm very glad that I'm out of that class! (I still miss my lovely friends) I mean who would stand to stay in a class where everyone(cowards only) makes fun of their name..?

But, in tkgs its damned fun. :)

I love PHYSICS!
LITERATURE!
MATHEMATICS!
ENGLISH!
IH! (Not so, but starting to like hahaha)
MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!

Music just now was so fun. At first me, dee and imouto were singing our school song(preparing for the CA), and then imouto and me sang AGAIN, then dee was like, "what are you two singing??~!!" (She was like that though, she didn't say it) While, my kouhai and Rachel and Jaime were playing the chords of the song(three smart people who knows how to play piano).
While the other three baka(dee me and imouto) practice singing. And then imouto was complaining to me that she was 'harassed' . I wish I can rebond my hair like imouto..!!!! Hahaha!Then then, me and dee started singing the RAP version of our school song!! HAHAHAHAHA! I wonder if we can include that in our CA! :D :D

"we cannot all be heroes and thrill a hemisphere yo, yo!"

Haii, I shan't keep this post long, no one ever read this lame dead blog anyway.
No pictures no blah. HAHAHAHA! I'm like talking to myself. Bye Wardah!

Kulasiku

2010-02-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

Let me tell you something, I have a new obsession with classical music.
Every wonderful song I listen to, I would go to youtube and search for the piano version. And it's so, relaxing and calming! :) I now have a new hate. Songs like bad romance(started stereotyping songs XP). Hahaha. Now I hate irritating songs, unless its ring ding dong. But ring ding dong is actually starting to be irritating to me, hah. However, it doesn't mean that I hate catchy songs.. Just if they're irritating (not nice to hear). ;)

My favourite from this Lina person :D Wonderful.

Enjoy the playlist.

SHINING SPARKLING

2010-01-30T12:47:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, just when you thought everything's alright, the tree's upright, the sky's bright, the leaves're green, the sun's shining, everything, yes, everything falls. The tree's chopped, the sky's dark, the leaves lose their colour, the sun's covered in darkness. And sometimes, you just feel like lying in one corner and sleep in your comfortable bed where you can escape from reality.

Oh reality.

There's no escape. No matter how hard, how smartly you try to escape, you will always come back to reality because, there's almost no such thing called "Escaping from the reality".

You face reality, and then move on.

You move on, you plant new seeds, you water the leaves, and slowly the sky will be bright again and the sun will be kira-kira. :)

And life, will go on.

UNTIL NEXT TIME, WARDAH.

GLORY - AH! (TUNING TO GLORIA-YUI)

2010-01-23T21:24:00.004+08:00

You guys might be wondering.. WHERE IS THIS WARDAH??? She changed her skin. Where's her SHOUTMIX?? PLAYLIST?? OMG WHERE??? (I actually doubt that, I think no one visits this blog, coz its already...

DEAD!)

Ah, but there's such thing called REVIVE!!

And here I am, reviving this dead blog.

Okay, so what do we talk about?
Well, yes, of course, SCHOOL!

You guys are totally CLUELESS. Which school I went to, which class, which friends went with me and not to forget.... HOW MUCH FUN I HAD DURING MY HIATUSS!

First, let me say that I'm happy to be a proud, TKGIAN!!!
And, I'm also a proud, 1/6-ian!!!!!!!

Yesterday was the campfire night, and then, our class won 2nd runner up! We were hoping to emerge CHAMPION but it's okay! :) We worked hard and did our best!!!!!
1/6 CHEER

FRET NOT, 1/6's HOT, WE HAVE MORE THAN WHAT YOU GOT!!!! A-W-E... S-O-M-E!! AWESOME, 1/6 TOTALLY!!!!

:D

Oh yeah I forgot, DEE is in the same class as ME!!

HOOD and IISIEE is in 1/1 and 1/4 respectively.

At first we were obsessed with the swing. Then, got tired of it... Then slightly obsessed... Then... xP... Anyways, life was fun as ever, I predict I'm gonna have so much much fun!

WAR

Reminiscence

2010-01-03T11:38:00.001+08:00

Heh. I found this video in Youtube.

Coincidentally I am wearing that exact shirt I was wearing 6 years ago. Only now its worn out. :P

UNT,WAR

Filzah Hanis Bte Osman.... ROCK ON!!!!!!

2010-01-01T10:40:00.005+08:00

Dearest Filzah,

I know I'm a little late... The others have posted their dedications to you, so I decided to post today, 1/1/2010, the day you finally turn twelve!

Filzah, I just want to apologise for being such an insensitive fool whose words and actions hurt you. You know, sometimes people just don't think before they do or say.

I also want to thank you for being kind and understanding. You are indeed a very thoughtful girl despite being the youngest among all of us!!! Thank you so much for being there for me too...

I just want to tell you that you are one of my most treasured friends that even when we're not as close as we were before, I will never ever forget you. The times we spent together, laughing, crying, will always be a wonderful memory to remember.

From today onwards till the end of 2010, I hope you will have a great time! I am sure you will have great friends. But never ever forget me and the rest okay? Hope we'll meet soon!!!!!

Love,
Wardah

Bye 2009... HEYAAAAA Twenty-Ten!!!

2009-12-31T21:47:00.002+08:00

Ouh yeah, in about a few hours time, the year 2009 where you always have to call it, "two thousand nine" or "twenty-oh-nine"(very leceh) will be gone forever and will only remain as memories...
~Primary 6 life, oh gawd, what a hectic year and a year mixed with the feelings of love(or rather infatuation like some of you excluding me of course:) ), hate, sadness, happiness and yeah, all those things .
~PSLE. Ouh yeah this one. I have very mixed feelings about this one.

Screw.

Ouh yeah, so here is, 2010 coming!!! Easy, "twenty-ten". Yayay yayayay!! 2010 2010 2010 2010 2010 2010...

Happy New Year!

Clueless

2009-12-30T14:31:00.003+08:00

"I'm going to bump into a cloud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!"
"It's just a cloud."
"Not just a cloud, its a reddish-orange chocolate candy caramel cloud!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAH!!!"

I need a world of fantasy for me to escape into from this painful reality... I want to let go all of my sorrows...

Just like any other day.

2009-12-29T21:10:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 06 07 today in the dark cool morning. Waking up, I brought myself to the bathroom. Brushing my teeth and staring into the mirror. As Usual. But one thing wasn't the same. Instead of sleeping back like I always do, I had to do the morning chores... *sigh* Good experience anyway... Haha. Bye!

Until Next Time,
WARDAH

I AM NOT A USELESS PERSON AND I DID NOT LOSE YOUR PAINTBRUSHES!!! STOP ACCUSING ME!!!

2009-12-26T18:16:00.003+08:00

This days I can just spend watching my desktop background slideshow... I changed the settings to change the background every 10 seconds. Now currently the people around me are watching tv, taking photos, hiding behind the curtain, sorting paint tubes, biting cushions, disturbing me - hitting my neck, saying, "let me play let me play 5 min only... you have nothing to do right?" and me replying, "can't you see what i'm doing? im blogging."

I watched 2012 just now. Hahahaha. I really wa ---- Owwwwww, my brother just hit my head with his head. My technically 18 years old sister who's actually acting like (not acting I can say she is, besides her big size)some whiny 9 year old, her paintbrush blah. Why everyone keeps accusing me of taking their paintbrush pens hairbands hairclips etc etc etc...

And on top of them all I feel sad. Sheezh. What a feeling. I should feel angry right?

I'm currently webcamming with Huda! :) Haha. Who's gonna win? Sylvia or Sezairi? (I don't mind if either of them wins) Hahaha... I like the background changing :D

Until Next Time,
WARDAH

COngraTulations

2009-12-22T20:52:00.002+08:00

Wow, I haven't updated for quite some time eh?
some time? looong time!!!!!!!!!
Yeah whatever. Anyway, life is a little mundane and alot duller(for quite alot of reasons). Okay, not so. I just found out where I'm gonna spend for the next years of my life.
if you're gonna live that long. -__-
Eishhhh. *sigh* Whatever.

ANyway, CONGRATZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to all my friends! :)

The Daydreamer

I miss you friends alot...

2009-12-21T15:05:00.002+08:00

Its been a week eh? The past week has been, how should I say this... fun yet boring... Watching movies non stop, boring interesting ones that is boring but you can't stop watching coz its interesting... the action packed movies like matrix(harhar) "my name is neo" blar blar blargh, transformers... 3d movies like UP, Ice Age 3... Hahaha You know, that kind of things... Haha. Forced to watch movies, because someOne spoiled the XBOX video card... *sigh* can't kill zombies anymore. Sucks. Oh yeah and I should say the laptop was misplaced... Hahaha.. Yeah. Nevertheless I wish for school *sigh* I miss you people alot. Not going to miss, I AM missing.... *sigh*. Okay, new playlist enjoy! :)

Until Next Time(which is like when?)
WARDAH!!!

Newwies and Oldies

2009-12-13T14:55:00.005+08:00

Goodbye Oldie, I will never forget you. (Those menacing times, testing my patience eh? I KNOW YOU HATE ME!!) But, my old things are with you, what a pity that you died. :(

Heya Newwie, I ♥ you like I never had, let's work hard to strive for a better life. (Because you're very fast and cool and very friendly to me, don't hate me like Oldie did. Oldie was such a loser.)

Glad that Oldie's dead and Newwie is here with me.

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OK, don't get the wrong idea. You're supposed to guess what I am talking about! ;)

Hahaha

Until Next Time,
ciao!
Wardah

2009-12-10T10:41:00.002+08:00

Hello. Reading GA manga. Okay Have to go now. Bye. My brother nagging at me. Now he close my MSN when I'm finally chatting with Haidah : ->:(-> :'( I want to go library again. I don't want to go with my big sister. Now my brother is nagging again and sticking our his tongue. And yeah, yesterday I saw Iis, after so long~~~ When I was out cycling. Yesterday I also dreamt about chatting with Haidah and Farah and watching new moon illegally. Haha. Oh and now my brother is being narcistic and saying that he's eyes are so hypnotising yeah right whatever. Bye friends, will update soon. Haha. Okay see you soon. And I really wish to see you guys soon.

Until next time,

Wardah

I have to learn to accept it!

2009-11-28T21:03:00.003+08:00

*sigh*

Seriously the more I think about it... It's not really what I pictured it to be. Really... Anyway, where I wanted to go, was obviously where I am not destined to go. So, I just have to accept it and move on. And, get more strategies. Like preventing from being paranoid after an exam, or getting the nervous breakdown just because someone is standing beside you when you're writing down your answers...

Oh okay, so yeah, I have to move on. :)

Congratulations to all my dearest friends!!! :)

Until next time,

Wardah

This is the way I am, I won't hide it.

2009-11-23T12:04:00.002+08:00

I seriously suck at skipping. You can imagine me jumping like a freak but the rope never goes through under my feet. You know why? Halfway it gets stuck to her thick wavy hair which she is lazy to tie it up, and then the rope hits her feet instead of going under her feet plus the rope will hit the ceiling.

"Only proper girls can skip"

Yeah right, whatever, lame big bro. And then you can skip right? GIRL.

Boredom is killing me. The fact that I'm watching some kiddy astronaut show in OKTO shows that boredom's murdering me slowly...

Man, how I miss school.

This is like the first time in my LIFE that I actually, really, really miss school that I am cursing the holidays for pushing off school. Gone are the holidays which you can actually look forward to the next year, meeting your precious friends again. 2009 December holidays really really sucks, big time.

26 November 2009
dreading : 58%
forwarding: 42%

See, I dread more than I look forward to. Sipping lovely chicken soup right now, chatting with Hoodie, Miss Kecoh and Vanessa! Talking about random things... *sigh*

Until Next Time,

Wardah

Say goodbye to the lovely fun childhood days

2009-11-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

I just finished watching an Indian discussion show. Ahahahaha. And you know they discussed about what?

Marriage... -_____- .... Haha, they all cover lots of topic. I was actually busy chatting with Miss Kecoh. Just ternampak, don't get the wrong idea.

Am watching taboo now and still chatting with Miss Kecoh. Tattoo-ing the left part of your chest with the handprint of the one you love. Hey, ain't that too much? Next, scarring the right part of your chest with the other hand of the one you love. Except that this hand has the engagement ring. Yeah, SCAR. Well, OUCH. What a very commited person.

Now, I am being nagged at, to shut down this computer. And, I am about to. Just a few more words.

Today was like the last day of school. :( haha. Nothing much to talk about. Just some dare game which was lame. To me. Haha. Well not so lame
...
I guess I have to go now.

Until next time,

Wardah

Took a break too many times

2009-11-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

I really really miss you guys...

Just now I ate loads of kit kat!

"Take a break with KITKAT!"

Hahahahaha...

already missing all of you even though i have not met you people for one day only!!
*sigh* If one day like this, then for the rest of my life eh? That'll be like missing for... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh*

Until next time,
Wardah

Our memories together are etched in my memory... It can never be gone

2009-11-18T21:33:00.004+08:00

Oh well, I guess it's time for me to post something on my blog. Sorry for not posting often, I was just simply busy talking/chatting/having fun with all of you!!

This post is most dedicated to this few people,
Filzah, Farah, Iis, Haidah, Huda, Vanessa, Sarah & Diyana.

Some short words for each of you,

Filzah : You're simple and neat and you're so cute sometimes I mean, all the time! You're born to lead, I guess, even though you're like younger than all of us, you're this coooool head prefect!!
Farah : You're like this purple ball that always jumps high and loves to have fun! I missed you alot when you were absent these few days! Stay smilingggg and never lose your ability to cheer people up!
Iis : Omg, you... everyone has so much to write about you. Your idiotic and PERVETIC jokes! 22 years from now, I would like to meet a Professor Iis Nasyitah! Or, P.I.N... PIN! hahahaha...(what the, because of you some pervetic thought just went through my head)
Haidah : You're this cool mixture of vulgar and nice and all. I mean, nice vulgar doesn't really go together does it? But it does for you! And then you'd lighten up the atmosphere and make it funny by sometimes exaggerating Iis' jokes! Anyway, don't be emo okay?
Huda : Hahaha.. Youuuuu. *laughs madly(mimicking huda's crazy laugh)* Hahahahaha. You're so sensible! Thanks for knocking my mad brain for me and correcting my stupid acts. Without you, I might not get good impression from teachers all this time and may always get only "good" grade...
Vanessa : I've been waiting to write about you!!!!!!!!!! I want to transform all the sorries into thank yous!! I believe that whenever we argue(LOL) we get closer! YEP! You're very mature, just you know! Because all those things about boys, I would have continued mocking them if it wasn't for you that made me realise they aren't so bad... haha.. aside from making this whole year feel like hell with them!
Sarah : YOU! And your "SHUDDUP LARR". You always make me laugh for no reason. Like, just HAHHAHAHAHA, and it's a real laugh not fake okay! You're sporty and smart yeah, believe in yourself okay? You must have self confidence!!!!!!!
Diyana : Even though we didn't spend so much time before P6, you really left a big impact on me. Your ability to be sooo hard working just mades me go envious. And don't worry, it's the healthy envy! You pushed me to work harder, indirectly... I miss all the times when we laugh at Miss Lim for... (you know what)! Hahahahahaha!

Dearest friends,
Firstly, I would like to apologise for everything I did wrong to you guys. Anything I said that hurt your heart, anything that I said that was just toooo much or tooo little, I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I don't it to be too late for me to be forgiven... Forget the past and look onward to the future...
Secondly, I would like to thank you guys for being there for me, rain or shine... If it was not for you people, I would have been the antisocial unfriendly lame "heck-care arr" girl that you may despise. Having friends made me realise that, hey, life isn't so cruel after all. The painful past that was hard to forget, the loneliness that I beared all this time, you all erased it for me from my aching heart... A looong time ago(well not so) there wasn't even a day when I did not cry. But as all of you became friends with me, I learned not to be so, sensitive... Haha. Thanks x 1 000 000, for making my six years in Junyuan, memorable + unforgettable + FUN! Once again, thank you!
Lastly, I would like all of you to know that I've always treasured all of you as my dearest friends, whether we argued non-stop or laughed like freaks, I will never ever ever forget all of you. And please, ~~don't~~ NEVER forget me, ever, okay? I believe that even when I'm like 70 years old, I will still remember all of our jokes and laughs(hope not the arguements)! :D I LOVE YOU ALL!

Thanks all! :)

Until next time,

Wardah

p.s. I realised I forgot to say that I will miss you guys...

Let's not exaggerate the missing part because we all know how much we'll miss each other...

like,

miss x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000!!!

ESPECIALLY FFWIHH!!!!!!

Weird.

2009-11-12T18:39:00.002+08:00

Mood: Weird... :/
Music: Fireflies - Owl City (I don't know why I'm listening to it)
Rating for the day: ★★★★★ 99.99% :D

Ahahahaha. Today, I went to the library. I also bought a frappe. Yum. And a pie. Hahahahaha.

Anyway, today was weird... Really weird. Maybe not weird to you, but it was weird to me. It all started with a weird dream. Followed by a weird feeling when I woke up. To tell you the truth, I've never felt this weird, weird feeling.

School, as usual weird. HMT, weird too. I mean, why were we even in the meeting room?

Then we're supposed to go to the library. Well we did, without Haidah... :(
*sigh* What made my day was when I saw this MOVIE POSTERR!!! AND IT WAS LIKE MY FAVOURITE SHOW!!! AND IT TURNED TO A MOVIE(actually I know but didn't know its coming!!!) And I was like... AAAAAAAA~ gazing at the actors... With Huda. Hahahahaha. Yeap, so that's why my rating for today is 5 star! :D :D

Kay, so that's basically my weird day. Chatting with Iis now. :D

Until next time,
Wardah

p.s. we won't waste our time writing about you.
it's called a best friend. What spy?

You're DONE.

2009-11-10T16:30:00.003+08:00

Hello. I've finally renovated my blog and it has been made PUBLIC! :) I hope you all like it! :}

Hehe. Now I'm laughing at my little kiddy bro and little, well, I mean, YOUNGER sister(who's technically bigger, or should I say, heavier than me) finding their belongings!!!

"Eh, Eh?! Where's my songkok??!! I put it there just now!!"

"WHERE DID YOU PUT MY QURAN??!!"

Hahahahahaha... Little kiddies... I mean, younger siblings... It's fun to have them around but sometimes they can really just, be perfectly, ANNOYING.

-More than half an hour later-----

*sigh*
Why is ebuddy so irritating? Like, almost each letter I try to type, it pops out. Why must it pop out so may times... Of course I know someone is talking to me. I can click it myself, thank you.

There, i-- it happened again. Shhhhheeeesh.

Now, I'm listening to "Stick With You by Pussycat Dolls" from HYDA's blog. :D :D
Currently chatting with, Hyda, Hoodie and Vanessa! :D Hahaha.

I promised Nurin I'd teach her how to edit the HTML from scratch. This Weekend. Hopefully can go her house... I miss the two Ahmad cuties! :) :)

Haha. Seems like no one's saying anything. I better check.

Until next time,
wardah

Completed!

2009-11-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

Wow, I actually completed! Too lazy to emphasize the colours part... *sigh*

Anyone can actually vote!?

Blog in CONSTRUCTION!!!!

2009-11-09T13:13:00.003+08:00

Hey there Friends! My blog is currently going on a construction. I'm still correctiong the colours. At first this blog was like, olive coloured and the pictures were of a Korean band called 2PM. I didn't like them so much, so I decided to change. Then I realised I hated the colour. I'm still working on the colour part. Well, all credits to the person who created this skin... I hope it won't hurt to just change the colour!

Gomen Huda.. Haha. I am just a little lazy to do yours because I haven't finish mine yet. Sorry!

wardah

time waits for no one

2009-10-18T11:34:00.004+08:00

Wouldn't it be nice if I was a time traveller?
I would already know my psle result.
I would also know which school I would go to,
what's gonna happen next year,
what's gonna happen to the world,
what's gonna happen to my surroundings,
what's gonna happen to the people around me,
what's gonna happen to me...?

What's going to happen?

Psle. It's finally over now. But it feels so weird. That it's actually OVER. Can you believe it? This exam that I had been working hard for half of my life is finally OVER! I can't believe it... I thought the end of the world was going to come first. Time, passes and passes and soon, I guess, before I know it, the moment which I really dread, will come to pass too...

I'm sitting down there. In my class. With all my classmates. My teacher is standing in front of the whole class. Holding papers. She calls out names... And when each name is called, a person stands up, approaches her and every single time, when they look at the sheet of paper, different emotions, different reactions is seen. Every student waits for their names to be called...some dreadfully, some excitedly...

And then, the teacher calls my name...

...
skip
...

Time, waits, for no one.

wardah

end this misery

2009-09-29T22:21:00.003+08:00

Hello there. I am feeling so stressed up right now. I know I shouldn't be here when my PSLE is only like, 1 more week... Seriously, some people are really making my life miserable... So much pressure. Especially when its just one more week to PSLE. How could they make it worse? How could they make me more miserable? I am about to find out tomorrow... So far, this week has been stupid. Stupid. I got made fun of, embarrassed. It was worse than yesterday. Tomorrow? Maybe worser... InsyaAllah nothing worse happens...

Anyway, here is a quiz that I found from my friends blog. Am about to do now.

Q1. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
Best Friend I guess... It was Huda.
Q2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
I lost my phone. Ah, who cares about handphone. I have a home phone. (Don't waste money)
Q3. What happened at 10.00am today?
Woohooo. Recess at School.
Q4.When did you last cry?
Hmm. When? About to cry was just now I guess. I can't believe she'd do this to us.
Q5.What is the favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread lah. What else? Rice??!!
Q6.What do you want in your life right now?
For everything to go back to normal and 275 for PSLE.
Q7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I guess if I were to have a hood I will use the hood. Otherwise, I'll just walk in the rain
Q8.What's the favourite thing to have on your bed?
The thing is... I know have homework on my bed everytime. And it's not my favourite.
Q9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Yellow pyjamas pants... hehehehehe...
Q10.What is the nicest text in your inbox say?
I lost my phone dear.
Q11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I am not so sure about that.
Q12. Are you wearing you borrowed from someone?
Nope. It's mine.
Q13.What was the last movie you caught?
If its on the cinema, its Monsters Vs Aliens. If its on TV or DVD, Iwo Jima Kara No Tegami(Letters from Iwo Jima).
Q14.What are you proud of?
I want to be proud of my PSLE result.
Q15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Like I said, I lost my phone...
Q16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
Pika Pika No Taiyou... :D
Q17.Do you have any nicknames?
WAR. war... er, some idiots call me wata. Does that count? NO IT DOESN'T!
Q18.What does your last recieved text message say?
I just said it, I lost my phone! Is this quiz stupid or what?
Q19.What time did you go to bed last night?
8.30pm. I was so tired.
Q20.Are you currently happy?
I don't know...
Q21.Who gives you the best advice?
Mother + Best friends.
Q22.Do you eat whipped cream from the can?
Nope. I have good manners. (?)
Q23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
I slept early
Q24.What are you afraid of now?
Disasters awaiting to come...
Q25.What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
GA.
Q26. Do you wear the toe socks?
Nah.
Q27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
I don't know.
Q28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
I don't know. Wait I know. Nope. My heart can't be broken by stupid things.
Q29.What annoys you most in person?
People who have no heart!
Q30. Do you have a crush on someone?
No. All the boys I know is gay. And they want to be transsexuals.
Q31.Have you ever done cocaine?
Isn't it stupid to do drugs? No, never.
Q32. What is the color of your room?
White... And some other colours from marker pens.
Q33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
No. I won't... It's just plain evil to do that. No humane person would do that...

Okay. I'll stop here. The quiz is so damn long. 99 questions. You know Wardah. She's just too lazy to answer 99 questions.

forgive & forget

2009-09-21T09:15:00.005+08:00

UPDATES:]
~Haidah's Birthday; 24/09
~Listening to; it's all too much - YUI

21 September...

Today is the 2nd of Syawal. Syawal, the month of forgiveness.

To all my friends, please forgive me for all my wrongdoings. All the things that I did, that made you hurt. Please forgive me as I am only a human. I am not perfect, I am not experienced enough, I am so sorry. When you feel that I'm being stupid, I'm being insensitive, ignorant...I did not mean it. For all the times that made you hate me, please don't... All of you are my precious friends... Let us forget the past and move on.

where will the beautiful blue skies of tomorrow be?
wardah

Nobody said it was easy

2009-09-13T20:45:00.004+08:00

Today, 13th of September, the last day of September holidays. Some are sad, grieving, because today is the last day of their leisure time. Some are happy, delighted, elated, whatever extend of happiness to be back at school, whether to meet friends, more homework and study, nagging from teachers, while others just simply don't feel that it is even the holidays.

For the first time in my life, I had actually forgotten that it was actually the September holidays, the one week which I had always craved since June ended. Maybe it was the stress. Maybe, it was too much homework. Maybe it was the school. Maybe it was just that I did not realise it...

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thurday, comes and goes, each day, four hours of school and minutes, after school and having fun with treasured friends(VERY FUN!!!). Well, those four days were mixed with feelings of dread and delight...

Friday finally came and, no school. It was then, that made the difference that it wasn't any normal school week. For the rest of the week, most of the time, my object of leisure was, Jane Eyre, brilliantly written by Charlotte Brontë. I shall say, the book is interestingly interesting... Can't wait to finish it!

Speaking of books, I haven't actually finished my grammar book. Only done like 9 pages or so... I can't recall any other homework besides the PSLE Specimen English Paper, which I did in a very short time.

Tomorrow school starts, I just hope I won't be coming in the school looking shocked and worried after knowing that I had another homework to do but I didn't...

And the sky of the darkest blue with grey clouds on it covers the day and now makes me sleepy...

lalalala... bye... the silly brain of Wardah needs rest.

tataa~
wardah

post notes: today is my dear cousin, Diana's birthday! Happy Birthday
11 more days to Haidah's birthday!

Never say die

2009-09-11T13:45:00.005+08:00

HEEEeeY!

25 more days to PSLE,
NEVER SAY DIE! In other words, Never give up!
here's another YUI video. Haha.. But watch it!
SO COOL! :D

It reminds of playing soccer during PE.
I can simply say, we girls play soccer WAY better than noobs. :D
Funny way to solve a problem by playing soccer. :)

Never say die!
wardah

HOW COULD YOU!

2009-09-10T12:10:00.004+08:00

I AM SO PISSED OFF. DON'T ASK ME WHY!

I am SICK and TIRED of your ATTITUDE.
I'm feeling like I DON'T KNOW you.
Wait, I wish I didn't even know you!!

HOW COULD YOU??
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!
WHAT IS IT WITH YOU! I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!

I DON'T EVEN WANT TO UNDERSTAND!
WHY MUST YOU MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE SO THAT YOU CAN FEEL SO HAPPY... SO DELIGHTED???

YOU DON'T EVEN FEEL A TWINGE OF GUILT. YOU DON'T OKAY. STOP THINKING YOU DO! SO WHAT IF I HAVE LESS? SO WHAT IF IM NOT THAT PERFECT? SO WHAT? SO WHAT???!!!!!! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT I WILL LOSE TO YOU? YOU JUST WAIT AND CONTINUE SUCKING YOUR THUMB. JUST WAIT. JUST WAIT!!!!!! I WILL COME UP AND TRASH YOU IN NO TIME!

JUST GET LOST. GET LOST IDIOT!!

Last post

2009-09-08T20:32:00.001+08:00

OK! IM GOING TO BE FREE ON 13 OCT!! THIS WILL BE MY LAST POST UNTIL THAT DATE! SO ...

13 October 2009, HERE I COME!

anyway, ciao!
wardah

beautiful sky

2009-09-04T17:28:00.004+08:00

Puffy white clouds swirl on the vast blue sky, and birds fly through the clouds with soft chirping. Contrast to the noisy traffic below. Buildings of red and brown colours, as tall as 15 storeys, stood upright almost reaching the sky. Almost. And in them were humans who does all sorts of things. Among them is a fluffy, wavy haired girl, siting in the most unexpected position, has her eyes glued onto a screen of colours. She is indeed pressing on a few buttons which had letters printed on it, wondering what would happen next. Her fingers began to slow down on pressing the buttons and finally came to a stop.

It was just as if time has stopped. For a moment, everything was so silent, so ... peaceful. It was just as if her heart stopped beating. And then the next second everything was back to it was. As usual. She looks as if she is plainly daydreaming but whats really inside, what she really thinks about...

And then she sighs.

Her thoughts just came back from seconds of wandering in faraway lands where everything was so perfect, that it seemed so unreal... It was hard for her to accept the truth. Time passes by so fast... and before she even knew it, she was already in her last year of her current school. It almost seemed like yesterday when she first entered the school. Almost. She wonders again and finally gets up her seat and stand by the window.

'What a beautiful sky...'

wardah

I am half a century.

2009-08-21T18:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Papa!

Happy Birthday to PAPA!

Happy Birthday to you!

Happy 46th Birthday!

Alhamdulillah! :)

today is PAPA's birthday! Finally 46! : ) Going to give Papa a SPECIAL handmade card. I don't know what to buy for him. ANyway, this is like my 50th post! WOOO!!

And now, ORAL IS FINALLY GONE!

Just now right, when Mr Jaya told us to go to the toilet. And so many girls were so nervous. And then Mr and Mrs Chan and Mr Jaya told us to go to the Boys' toilet. Ew?

"Make sure, just don't go to the urinals."

WHAaaaAAAAAT? Excuse me? What the. No way!

Haha. Mother Toungue was especially OK. But it was quite hard. My mind was going so crazy. I will be like ... "darjah kelas... eh no. kelas darjah.. ah! No.. darjah kelas... Ahhh!"

*sigh* got to go now! Bye! : D

temporary relief

2009-08-20T16:37:00.001+08:00

Yay! English Oral is now gone and over! FINALLY!!!!!!! haha! But still have mother toungue... argh.. I have to practise for it now... BYE!

wardah

pissed off?

2009-08-20T16:02:00.004+08:00

i'm kinda sick and tired and pissed off.

and you said you would just love to sabotage me.

i don't care ! if you want to continue, continue,

i won't stop you.

but, you will lose some things in life

things that you may treasure

your pride, dignity, whatever

just for your silly revenge.

revenge you see..is a stupid thing

i've learn't that just let it be

coz, you ain't the one to take revenge

well, i know you don't care. whatever.

i'm just saying my own opinions.

Crazy

2009-08-17T22:32:00.003+08:00

Hello. I think I am crazy.

Posting in the dark, cold night like this.
If I were to take a bath now, I would freeze.
I don't even have the air conditioner and I feel so cold.
I think I will just do as I am told.

As the pages of my ever complicated yet simple life unfold,
My bright future ahead of me is beginning to mold.
As the days pass I learn something new,
And the information went in and unnecessary info flew...

away.

I am now trying to log in to Facebook
But seconds ago, I was thinking whether I should
Oh well, I has successfully logged in...
And I am also thinking of what to think...

Oh okay... I think that's all for now
As I just think I have to sleep NOW.

Haha.

Adios!
wardah

nonsense

2009-08-12T17:56:00.003+08:00

today luck was not on my side
oh, i wish with all my might,
that i could just turn back time,
and make it right
so that everything's fine.

oh no oh no, i shout for help
i scream and scream but then she's too fat
oh shoot oh shoot i took that shot
i thought i'm talking sense but i'm not

because i'm too lame
but everything is the same
seriously, what can i do?
and what's gone is my shoe!

ok stop coz i'm talking non-sense
but i can't help it, i just jumped over the fence
oh just shush and be yourself
and take a book from that shelf

lalalalala...some people are just so irritating
and they also think that they can sing
but that is like sooo wrong
because they don't even know a song!!!

isn't that right?
goggles is in my sight.
maybe its time to swim
but then no coz i'm lazy to be in

WATER!!!

just being nonsensical.

Hej då!
wardah

no school

2009-08-10T14:20:00.005+08:00

Yo ! I'm so :) because, I have no tuition and school today! Woooooo!
I've been trying to put my Facebook Badge on the footer of the page, but I failed.. *sigh* The picture just won't come out!!!

"Let ME PLAY!!" an irritating voice is saying.."EEEEIIII!!! AAARRRHHH!!! LET ME
PLAY NOW! KAKAK WARDAH... PLEASE... LET ME PLAY!!!!!". Annoying. My mother is
now watching the NDP encore on TV. Yesterday she didn't watch it because she had
to do her lesson plan...

Something weird has just happened.. I was watching the TV and then when I looked at here back, the mouse was moving but I wasn't touching it at all! Freaky.

The irritating voice has finally gone away!!! YESH! Now I am chatting with Haidah. Okay, I almost finish my homework! YAY!

shoot... That voice again is back... SooOOooOoo irritating. How to get rid of it?

Let him play the computer.
Ignore him.
Beat him up till he shuts up.

I am currently doing number 2. ...Which one should I do?

So far, the weekend had been nice. Yesterday, my mother's friend Susan, generously gave us 3 new-looking cupboards. She said her new place is too small and there is no space for it. And so, my brothers went to her house, and carried the cupboards here... You might think its far but Aunty Susan's old house is the same level as us so it was just a few metres walk. And my father wasn't home. And he doesn't know about this. He is going to come back today at night.. I thought he was supposed to come back yesterday but he didn't. My mother told me that he spent yesterday at the bukit beside a waterfall. Hm. My father just called home just now and he is not sure what time he will be back. I wonder if my mother told him
Whatever it is, it is so going to be a suprise to him..

Anyway, the NDP yesterday was so hilarious!!! I find this year's more interesting compared to last year's. Last year's was kind of boring...

I have to eat lunch now...

Doei!

★WARDAH

Singapore National Pledge

2009-08-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

We, the citizens of Singapore
pledge ourselves as one united people,
regardless of race, language or religion,
to build a democratic society,
based on justice and equality,
so as to achieve happiness,
prosperity and progress for our nation.

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44th Post!! WOOO, Happy National Day!

Happy Birthday Singapore

2009-08-09T14:24:00.002+08:00

Hello! Now I'm listening to 21 Guns - Green Day. *sigh* *sigh*
and so that Vanessa found out! heh... wonder if the rest will...
Now chatting with Haidah and Vanessa.
Somehow, it feels like any other day, even though today is 9 August!!! 9 August dude! My beloved country's birthday! Haha...and these is like the only, 43rd Post... *sigh*

Haidah just signed out. She is going to her cousin's house. *sigh*
Farah just told me that she just had a new niece/nephew!!!!
LALALALA...

Adieu!!

★WARDAH

okay....

2009-08-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

42 post only!... guess what i'm listening to? A very vulgar song sang by Lily Allen... from Iis Blog.. The vulgar word is said in a nice way... what the. whatever lah. It's still a vulgar word...
Anyway, from Iis? Funny ar... Iis and I so called "promise" not to use any inappropriate word, e.g. suck, etc, etc... She told me that she wrote that word for the Compo exam... Nasyitah Nasyitah... Okay...tsk tsk tsk
And so, today, I have officially not started on any homework at all! So here is the list of my homework!

Purple Book [Finish Grammar]
Science PSLE Booklet [Finish it up... I think...]
I-Excel [24-26]
Latihan Bahasa Melayu [4]

and, others, which I forget/don't know. I think I'm going to be online later at around 3-4 so,

Ciao!

★WARDAH

41th Post! Rejoice!

2009-08-06T17:57:00.002+08:00

YEARGH! I have reached my 40's. If I post more, on 9 August I should be 44! Match with my beloved country(okay, thats lame).
okay, i'm gettng nonsensical... well no one found out yet! :D happy happy!
Hey, by the way, you know the song I am listening to, This Time by WonderGirls. I hear lots of kecoh! Har Har... You should hear. If you are just bored or have nothing to do, just listen to that song and count how many kecoh you can hear. ... Every 5 seconds I will hear Kecoh ... tsk tsk tsk.
I don't have anything to do... still thinking a plan of how to sabo Vanessa back!..she keeps saying that I like him. Padahal she is the one who likes.. ish! how irritating is taht?
HAha..

Art! ... I totally SCREWED UP(as usual). Art's fun but I will always end up with screwed up pieces. And, I forgot to bring my mask home... I was thinking to do a facial makeover for it to have a clear, fresh, white skin. Then perhaps I can decorate it in a more 'decent' way. Seriously, would someone want to wear a mask with a sea theme? Not me! d:

And then there was a Compo Test. Damn, I think I screwed up for that one too! I just can't think when I'm tired or disturbed with my overclouding thoughts.

I'm chatting with Huda(as usual), and she is now babbling about some writing of hers... *blur-blur* Now she's saying that I'm mean because I said Har Har.

Now I'm listening to How Crazy by YUI. How it fits my crazy mood. I'm a crazy psycho. Crazy Crazy...
How Crazy?~ Don't talk to me like you understand~

Now, I'm predicting that I'm going to listen to naggings so I better go now.

Bye friends! :D

★WARDAH

it seems that no one knows

2009-08-06T17:43:00.002+08:00

OK! Actually CROSSROAD, I did not write it okay.. its by YUI... translated into english. Its a VERY VERY nice song! :D

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it seems that no one knows

wardah

not a thing

2009-08-04T18:04:00.005+08:00

Hello people... well if you can read this, smart. if not then too bad, you're an idiot! Things well, has become better. Sometimes, its strange, its weird, but it will start turning normal again. As usual... Yesterday was the so called "Lightest Monday in 2009" according to Mr Jaya. Hmph, like real. There was the SUPERKIDS booster session and QSE survey. QSE survey was supposed to last for 1 and a half hour and guess what? I finished it in a mere 7 min. ...*sigh* so that meant I had to go to mother toungue class.. Whatever, MT classes are FUN! Anyway, I wish Filzah took HMT so FFWIHH can be together! YEA..! :D

I don't know why...
I feel so empty inside...

hah... what a thing. its just something to camouflage my writing. Basically its for people who don't even know that I wrote something... har har.

And if I bleed, I'll bleed
knowing that you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there...

another camouflage... life is getting mundane. everyday and everytime is the same old thing. It just seems to me that the colours of life are gone.(OKAY, what nonsense am i talking?)

CUT! Okay, just now I was webcamming with FARAH aka BUGSY! haha. so cute! And then she suddenly become crazy... har har...

Just now at school me and Diyana was like crazy. We were creating heat with friction. We both also become XIAO XIAO like freaks like that.. Using the erasers we rubbed our practice paper until Diyana tore hers.. And then we started crying, I mean LAUGHING... And then it was like, hot hot hot.., har har. At MT also we waste time. Haidah, Farah, Iis, Huda and Me were like slacking. Talking about ghosts and whatever... haha... Haidah showed us her album... SO CUTE! Time is running out... I've got to go...! BYE!

I love me, myself and I.

war

Crossroad - YUI

2009-08-02T13:52:00.004+08:00

Crossroad

Some children frolic in a sunny field,
And the light rain stops.
I watch them play, and I can't laugh,
But that's just silly ol' me.

My messages never get answered,
but today I'm gonna quit worrying about that.

As we started to walk, a warm wind blew towards us,
Keeping "Goodbye" at bay.
We remember when we couldn't find the answers,
And it troubles our hearts again, Baby.

I started my journey and came to a crossroad.
The roads twisted past each other.
"Everybody's tears should be their own," I said.
"They should have their own unique shape."

Sunlight streamed through the trees,
I saw my future, but it was too bright.
Still, it's calling me.
Start Walking!

That warm wind blows,
But we can't stand in it.
We remember when we couldn't find the answers,
And it troubles our hearts again, Baby.

I cherish all those times when we were together,
Keeping "Goodbye" at bay.
Bubbles flew down the road and vanished.
They rose to heaven and bid us farewell.

As we started to walk, a warm wind blew towards us,
Keeping "Goodbye" at bay.
We remember when we couldn't find the answers,
And it troubles our hearts again, Baby.

nothing

2009-07-31T18:26:00.003+08:00

i am so bored! :D

Today

2009-07-30T17:23:00.003+08:00

Before the sun, I was already alive, back to reality again. After hours that felt like years, I needed to answer the call of nature. With my bulging eyeballs and my prominent eye bags, I stared at my reflection trying to, you know, get some sense into myself. Then, I continued to do what I was supposed to in the morning(well, you know what). All ready to get educated from adults with sufficient knowledge to teach me, I ran down the stairs and found that breakfast was finished up by my other siblings. Sighing, I heard screams and cries, I felt irritated. Isn't the morning suppose to be a refreshing time? Geeez... Well whatever, after a few shut ups and a threat, it was peace and quiet.

The sun was rising, it was a moment to break the day from the night. Finally, hm? Around the break, I heard of some bad news... T.T Filzah isn't coming to the school today and tomorrow! :( After meeting Huda with Haidah and Iis, I had to go to the math morning class. I dread it sometimes. But, other times, I am OK with it...

The sun has finally rose, and lessons are starting. A few smiles and hellos', I started reading a book called, "That was Then, This is Now", it was a book, to cut it short, tells you to forget the past and do what you are supposed to now because the future ain't equal to the past. The past is something that has past and so you must past it, to move on. Or something like that.

Art, yes! Finally. I dreaded art for the past 2 weeks because we needed to do some practice for NSW. Well, guess what, NSW is next Tuesday so after that, we can have our art periods back. Well so, during art, we needed to colour our national flag. Again. Isn't that GREAT? Already so boring without Filzah, my colour pencils were missing an important colour. Red. Great isn't it?

Recess, enjoyed with love. I ate PIZZA. Yum, Yum. And then we went to the VC. The VC. Our english teacher and a P5 class was there, practising the recollection. Haha. And we still sempat play behind our teacher with the P5s looking at us. Childish girls.

Malay class, yay! Went to the computer lab but, unable to play the computers. Well, who cares anyway? We still have the joy to be in an air conditioned room. Huda was sms-ing Filzah. Haha. We planned a nice plan, to keep busybodies out of our conversations.

Next period. The plan worked, Haha...

CME, ahhhh... staying back in school almost everyday, ouch it hurts me lots... Busy drawing a girl looking like Yuuki as Iis, Farah and Haidah were occupied with designing and colouring dresses as Iis' next post in The Book is about fashion. Ishh ish ish...

Going home was like the other days but we tried a stunt. We tried to eat a sweet!! Well it was fun! YAY!

With the sun heading towards the west, excited to meet the other half of the world, now, it is almost evening. And here I am smiling and reminiscing about what happened today, but... I wish FILZAH came anyway.

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Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live - Dorothy Thompson
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WARDAH

Say No More

2009-07-29T18:17:00.003+08:00

Now listening to Nada Sou Sou by Rimi Natsukwa...Such a nice voice. I cannot stretch my voice like her.. Haha...

Today is Prelim Oral.. I really hope I do well for it. I was so damn scared that I needed to pee.
I was soooo freaking in!! Okay, Huda just told me that 69 more days to PSLE!!!!

More No Say
No Say More
Say No More

nothing more to say.

war

Last Words For The Day

2009-07-22T18:25:00.003+08:00

July 22 2009. Solar Eclipse.

AW! I didn't get to see it! It was RAINING!

Okay, so Huda just logged off and I'm talking to Diyana. Diyana, Huda and I were shopping for pets just now... Haha...

Just now in school was like sooo... ....? Iis was ABSENT. And you know why? She overslept. Great. Science practical test was like soooo difficult! Well... ALL I can hope now is to hope that I pass. I wish it was as easy as last year. 16? this year? nooo... I think most of us are going to get a great scolding from Mrs Lim. Mr Ho already had.

And then we had health check-up. -_- And then ThinkTank. ...-_- School is bored when one friends is missing isn't it.

*sigh*

take a sad song... and make it better...
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Today may be my Last Post for a Long Time. I'm going to temporarily neglect this blog.

for a long time.

Because, I realise I've been slacking alot. I should do more work and study more. I mean.. STUDY first then, I can play. Look... Think of studying as a... hobby.
Well I know that might not happen to me but I'm trying.... *sigh* Okay... Gotta go now! Bye!

See you on 13 October!

war

nothing

2009-07-15T17:34:00.002+08:00

Well... since all of you update, I think I should update too.
...

MY WIRELESS CONNECTION! IT CAN'T WORK!
great, now I have to use the plug...

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You know, things have started to get less exciting. Boring... Life is getting less interesting... Most of what I've looked forward to is... gone. Well, I never really did look forward to anything. Most of the time now, I just feel like sleeping. Go and fly to the endless dream that is always 'bout happiness!

Now, I'm talking to Filzah about nothing.
Now she is logging out. I'm going to log out too...

Okay. Done.

Just now during ThinkTank, Iis was laughing like a freak. I was secretly eating an orange lollipop. I am now pissed off because of something... argh...

NOTHING TO DO NOW. ONLY THING TO DO IS HOMEWORK AND ASSESSMENT!

bye then friends.

it's clear

2009-07-10T18:32:00.002+08:00

it's all clear to me now. i shall not have any doubts.

tuning to: Forrest Gump

Well, HELLOH!! Wah so bored. I only talk to Farah who ask me the names of all the boys in my class and when I say why she say its a secret.

Well Forrest Gump is at the "tragic" part. *sigh*

What am I suppose to update you about?

Oh. Okay. I know.

Things to do in the weekend

Do ALL homework!
- Math, I-Excel and WB
- English, Compo Draft 2, Practice Paper 13, Grammar WB
- Science, PSLE book
- Malay, HMT specimen paper
Study while at Pulau Tinggi
Go Snorkelling
Night Walk
HAVE FUN!

d: wish me luck in finishing homework!

war

2009-07-05T21:24:00.002+08:00

Now I am at Nurin's house!

and...
i haven't even...

finished my homework!!!

okay this is schedule for tomorrow.

6.00 am - Wake up, rise and shine.
8.00 am - Breakfast
8.30 am - Relax coz i have just eaten.
9.00 am - Start doing homework!

okay whateevr... i don't care anymore!!

H1N1, Take Precautions

2009-07-04T12:32:00.002+08:00

Haha!!! All you WG fans should watch this! Okay just joking!

hahahahahahahahahaha...

...lah lah lah

2009-07-04T11:17:00.003+08:00

tuning to: Sea - YUI

Almost one week has passed since June Holidays ended. So many things happening...I am kinda confused. Well not kinda, very...Things are sooo mixed up in my head. I am not stressed out, I am just tired.

School is okay, only I tend to fly in the middle of classes. But as usual, I get back to the class very quick. I nod my head at the right times.

Today is Saturday. The day, well, I start doing the stack of homework over there. The day after the day I got homework thrown all over me. Well, I am stupid enough not to write them down. I have forgotten every single homework I have. Especially Math. yes. Math. Miss Lim gave me a whole lot of homework and I forgot all of them. This is so unlike me. I actually will remember most of my homework. I guess I didn't absorb so much...

Time flies and before I know it, June Holidays had already ended. My June Holiday as a Primary 6. I'm kinda sad... I will be leaving this school that I spent half of my life in. Well, again, I am very sad.

Yesterday, I had this dream. My life starting all over again. The memories since the time I was born. Every single happy, glorious moment that made me glad I was born to this world. I am grateful to God for giving me such a great family and great friends to help me in this journey of life...But suddenly the memories flew away and it was darkness again. The same darkness I had a time ago...

Well, I'm not used to telling my dreams and this is one of the best dreams I ever had. ...Except when the memories flew away...

*sigh*

Whatever, I shouldn't be thinking of things like this, like my life is going to end soon. Well maybe, maybe not, no one except for Allah knows. I am only 12 years old. Haha.

Okay, now I am talking to Huda who asks me to make my post long. Well I think this is long enough. Lazy to write more.

war

poster

2009-06-28T21:05:00.003+08:00

woah! today was fun! :D

look at this three unprepared faces. CANDID!

on second thought, maybe haidah's face was ah prepared?

Haha, seriously whats with the weird face?(asking the girl at the most right)

haha, basically today we go to wardah's house and do the poster.

hehe. Loads Of Fun.

door opening by itself.

screams!

listen to the ringtone.

scream again...

playing barbie game.

no screaming sorry.

haha. that's all for today folks!

war

just shut up.

2009-06-27T17:03:00.004+08:00

tuning to: hitomi ni saki ni - orange range.

hahahaha. hahahahaha... i seriously don't know what to write in this blog. i have been re-writing 4-5 times. *sigh* so i just want to write some anger.haha. :D ...haha...

don't talk to me like you understand.
i don't want you to understand.
you are just so irritating.
you're making me irritated.
don't even smile at me.
your fake smile is the one i despise the most.

just shut up.

you're just a pain.

a pain everywhere.

your face just disgust me the most.

it's the sinful eyes that you have.

your shadow, when i look at it, fury.

everything of you is a pain.

just get lost.

what's wrong? what happened? huh, what are you talking about?

ah, those words. those questions. just keep your mouth shut cause your breath stinks.

some pictures

2009-06-21T18:49:00.001+08:00

hello. haha. okay. and so huda and haidah said i should update, so here are updates.

eh, uh, wait. not really updates. just some photos of my 2008 holiday which was~~n't really~~ never mentioned in this blog.

here it is:

me and my brother canoeing.

posing with the sunset.

in the speedboat. i'm blocked by my own camera. :D

in pangkor island. heh.

swinging on a swing in pangkor island.

spongebob! *remembers his maniacal laugh* i'm laughing.

back from pangkor island.

i still have more but i gotta go! see ya! hehe.

FOUND MOLLY OLLIE

2009-06-05T12:37:00.006+08:00

and dead.

*PINGU TIMES*

obituaries

MOLLY OLLIE,

Born: UNKNOWN
Molly Ollie has returned to God on 5 June 2009.
It was a dear pet to Hilwa Abdul Rahim, an eyesore to Wardah and a happy Fish to all the Fish in the world.
Peace be upon it.

reported by:

Wardah Abdul Rahim

wardah25@gmail.com

wardah

MISSING MOLLY OLLIE

2009-06-05T12:00:00.004+08:00

*PINGU TIMES*

Aww, so Molly Ollie is now,

MISSING!

*PINGU TIMES*

The missing Molly Ollie.

The upset, grieving guardian of Molly Ollie has reported to *PINGU TIMES* that her Molly Ollie is missing. The guardian, Hilwa Abdul Rahim,9, claimed that she had changed her sleeping place and even placed toys for her to play. But, but, 1 hour later after Miss Hilwa had just finished getting ready her lunch, she only found Lolly and Polly Ollie at their cot. She could have gone missing between 10 - 11 30 am, 5th June 2009. Anyone who had seen Molly Ollie within that time or after please, call 6666 7777, Hilwa Abdul Rahim or the *PINGU TIMES* at 9876 5432 or 2345 6789. Thank You.

Left: An Updated photo of Molly Ollie!

Reported by:

Wardah Abdul Rahim

wardah25@gmail.com

wardah

*rofl*

click click

2009-06-03T12:52:00.003+08:00

muahahaha. hahaha. HAHA.
53 minutes ago Huda went offline.
3 min ago Filzah went offline.
1 min more, maybe, Wardah will offline.

Sayonara. lol. I've got no intention to offline anyway.

HBL HBL. I prefer doing normal written home work one.
It is sooo troublesome.
Click Click. Click Click.

heh. what kind of question is this? where got? what the.
ah who cares. writes any number.

stuck. click, click click. who cares. clicked.

Submit. Click.
View Report. Click.
10/100. WTH. Crash Computer.

Frustrated then go blog and write this.

-------- are treating us like sh*t. we, click click click. type type type. press
press press. they, relax, enjoy while the stupid computer mark our work.

7 min gone
ggggahhhh.

war

i'm laughing

2009-06-01T16:12:00.002+08:00

chuckled at iis' comment.

and yes, its calming. the picture on top is created by me. Life is within clouds in a huge vast blue sky...

peace ah yes. its needed for a "kecoh" day.
hm. i don't know how to handle two blogs at the same time. d:

war

hoho

2009-05-30T17:24:00.001+08:00

Haha!!!! Okay, I'm going to put a comment I commented 2 years ago here.

April 13, 2007 - BAKA
Posted by SKULL (W)
hey im much more gazillian times times more cooler
but hey i never say im cooler then you!
ur still the coolest...
u know hu's the lame person in the world?
ur partner in class!
haha
haha
hahahaa
hahaa
on second thought y tell out loud hu ur BFFL?
wat is bffl aniwae?haha
tell me...
ur friend
W

haha. it was commented on filzah's blog...lol.

war

Changed

2009-05-30T17:19:00.001+08:00

Okay Okay!!!
I finally, finally, changed my blog template!! Haha... :D

war

Love & Truth

2009-05-14T17:07:00.006+08:00

I'm overjoyed! I finally got a 75% for HMT paper 2. I'm not so bad afterall! I've decided never to drop!!
next, DISTINCTION(my love)...

To friends, I LOVE this YUI song[LOVE & TRUTH] but I can't put it in my player so I'm placing it here.

Memories of the past. A girl in love but haha- the boy dies..

The boy(the looks are OK. Could have chosen a person more handsome...) is an artist. Oh well, It's a EXTREMELY beautiful song.(to me) I especially like the the piano version. Actually the boy didn't die. I don't really get the storyline but I get that the house is and old place, that book is the girl's diary, she was in love but it was a youth love blah blah... ...But they didn't show much in Piano Ver. The Movie Ver. has more scenes. Haha go watch it if you want....

science (also my love)
wardah

p.s. i almost forgot...here is the link: http://video.yahoo.com/watch/1105883/4045126

haha

2009-04-30T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hello... I'm thinking of changing my skin sooon. SOOON.. Maybe after the SA1...
haha
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haha. yeah.. i love myself.

Kingyo Hanabi

2009-04-29T17:47:00.002+08:00

the scent of summer in the rain the goldfish fireworks trickling down. I was blinded by the light. For a moment, I can see your gentle face
光で目がくらんで一瞬うつるはあなたの優顔
-Kingyo Hanabi(goldfish fireworks)
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HAHAHAHH!!! yesterday I downloaded a few songs..! XP... I still got karangan to do. Today was COMPOSITION and KARANGAN exam. Huda is sick..so sad. I hate swines cause they caused this swine flu. arggh. Anyway I think I spread my disease to Huda cause I was sick and now I'm better! Sorry Huda! Gahh. Today Iis is so...well...in ❤❤❤❤. She was happy cause her ❤ waited for her. yeahha.. Farah, Filzah, Haidah and MEME are just normal. Not like that Iis. Everyday so weird.

I think I'm going to lose to exam... I haven't been practicing alot.
I'm going to DIE if I continue doing this... I've gotta stop ..
Cause I think I did badly for composition and karangan ++oral.
BOHOOO... No I did good! Excellent ! yeahhaa!

at the end of the day, i know i'm just fooling myself.
wardah

Usual

2009-04-21T17:09:00.003+08:00

I just found out that all my favourite YUI songs cannot be heard!! I don't know whether YUI has new songs... haven't been checking out lately.

School today was OK. Only the people around me are getting more and more stressed. they actually laugh like mad to relieve their stress. Hah. I think I'm a psycho psychic. I kinda what's gonna happen next... :P I get the feeling~

Iis is pretty sad today...So many things had made her sad. Hope she cheers up. I wish the best for Sarah, Filzah, Haidah, Diyana and all the other netball girls! I really want then to win. They MUST. Huda, Farah and me today are normal like always... :D

as usual,
wardah

Randomized...

2009-04-20T21:58:00.004+08:00

This like the first time in sooooooo many months and weeks and days and minutes I touched the computer after 10. HEY! Wait, it isn't ten yet. 1 more min! urgh. Yesterday I randomly bought a book and randomly named it rosella for some random reason and I made it my "RANDOM" book. All my random thoughts in there. I have used the word random for 6 times! weeha! I don't know why I'm so random nowadays. It's my most used word other than 'I' and all the common words... That's so random isn't it? Haha! And for some don't know what random reason, recess was just abit, RANDOM. I don't know what's wrong with FFWISHH nowadays. And that includes me. We were like playing and then a RANDOM person came out and wanted to play with us. Don't know why lah that Iis invite. She is like so random these days. She was the weirdest during NAPFA test day. Randomly singing some random songs and randomly agreeing to all the sarcastic and random teasing from me. And skipping back to class singing a random song after Mother Tongue. heeshh. Don't you agree friends? Haha. :P

with RANDOMNESS,
wardah

aah. can someone count how many times I said 'RANDOM'? I lost count!
random...

camping & random

2009-04-19T13:53:00.006+08:00

*brushing off the cobwebs with BRUSHER 10 000*

wehhoo. MISSED ME? I'm sure the spiders will.
I was just a little bit busy. hehe.
Anyway, yesterday, I went camping!!!

checking out the tent(lazing around)

Preparing the food...

Dinner time!

Time to sleep! (fake)

Now, you know where I camped...At home!

You see that angry girl? poor girl. holding that tamp1 fan.

weohoooooo!!!

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okay for the best part,

THIS is WAR! HAH!! what does WAR look like??...

*state your thoughts in the whisperbox*

Anyway, I went shopping yesterday and got mistaken as a shop assistant twice in two different places both by ang mos. what? Don't I look 12 years old? How can I be working???

hahahahah...

HEHEHE

wardah

.

2009-03-29T18:38:00.001+08:00

fear.

きらきら / キラキラ

2009-03-27T15:03:00.002+08:00

きらきら/キラキラ - kira kira.

sparkling. Life is sparkling right?

For some reason today wasn't as sparkling.
But...tomorrow will be right? Right?

dreams can be true war.

late

2009-03-25T18:04:00.003+08:00

the forest told me to blog or forest will drink water.
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I started life today late. I was late to bathe. I was late to comb my hair. And I walked slower to the stadium then I used to. Because of reviving late. This is what happens, your bus came, you were walking to it and another person from another bus took your place and when you wanted to enter the freakin bus the so-called manager doesn't let you. You ticked off and grumbled your way to the queue. And then you reached school and so on. And in the middle of your english lesson your file drops twice and you can't close it because the stick thing jumped off. And there was a high squeaky irritating music played. Or should I say whimper. It was never music anyway. And then you got tired and angry you stuffed your file into your bag that makes it damn heavy. And your higher mother toungue class test paper was crushed. And then you let out a silent "Damn it". But as the hours pass by the day was getting better. You are much happier and now you are talking to your best friend , Hud(forest). But that bag was seriously breaking your back and now you are thanking god that you were lucky your backbone didn't break.

it turns out good anyway. but not guaranteed because it's still today.
wake up war.

changes

2009-03-21T17:24:00.004+08:00

you found me when no one else looking...
how did you know just where i would be?
...
i guess that you saw what nobody could see.
you found me - kelly clarkson
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I think that "i" is a ghost. LOL.

Okay, today was another trip to the zoo. again. Hilwa and Ihsan wanted to go kidzworld in the zoo and play like crazy. The trip to the zoo on monday, we visited animals. Today? Playing at kidzworld only I didn't play. I gained a few grams by eating some french fries and chicken from KFC. I mean, what could I do? Is not that I can jump around and scream and have so much fun like I used to. I really miss the old days... When I was a little girl, I was so innocent(well not really) and didn't know so much. But as the years go by, some things, I wish, I didn't even know about it. Some things are better not known. During the old times things were better for me and my siblings. Ihsan was nicer, cuter, chubbier and kind. Loves to share but now? I shouldn't say. Perhaps it goes the same for me too. My big sister changed alot I know. I wished she was how she used to be. My big brothers? Hm. I don't know how they were when they were young. My little sister was cuter and she cried lesser than now. Oh well, people change as time goes by. I want to be better to everyone! From ~~next year~~ now onwards, I'll try to be nice to every single person in the world even though deep inside I really hate them.

... argh

2009-03-20T16:15:00.002+08:00

Who is useless? ahaha its the changmin freak.

Trip to zoo

2009-03-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

Today was another tiring day to the zoo. Again. With Hilwa and Ihsan... Haiz... Papa say that we have to visit the zoo alot so that his membership card is not a waste..and today was like the fifth time...

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I think I might as well stay with this skin...!! it's kinda cool...

to bestfriends: hey, type your names ...

wardah

N-A-I-S day, no, NICE day!

2009-03-15T18:45:00.003+08:00

I just changed my skin.

And I might change it again. This skin is sooooo waaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy coool but it isn't the kind that I would like to stick to. But seriously IT IS SOO COOOOOOOOOOOOL!!

wardah

2009-03-13T12:32:00.006+08:00

the best way to contain my anger is to smile.

Holiday (finally SOMETHING)

2009-03-12T18:23:00.007+08:00

OK, stupid. Truth is one line is really nothing. But I am just soooooooooooooo ~~lazy~~ hardworking in doing things other than writing in my blog! SO, now is the last week of term 1 that means....*thinking* next week is HOLIDAY!

Holidays seems so fun when there's so little things to do, but when today came, oh please! the homework came and crushed my heart! Haiz whatever... this year is PSLE anyway so not much room for play.

Yay! I killed one homework! Commented in Miss Lim's blog and then poof! gone! But 12 more to go! *sighs*

wardah.

awesome! i love you too! gehhhhh...

something

2009-03-12T16:39:00.001+08:00

one line does not mean nothing. life is something.

right

2009-03-12T16:35:00.002+08:00

the right thing to do.

red cloud

2009-03-08T20:57:00.002+08:00

i saw a red cloud in the sky today.